Family - Friends - Fsister

On 23rd Nov, my dad insisted us to attend The Franchise Awards Night n he asked me to take friends to come along since we have free seats. So, my brother tagged his business partner, mom asked her another-daughter n my sister was invited too. She came all the way from Rawang. I guess pictures say more than I ever could write. So here they are!

Well, this is not Adam's Family (Keluarga Adam). This is my family. The real family (Aqil, 2011) Somehow, the family members are becoming more and more. Atiqa is my ex-schoolmate but since shes married, she tends to mingle with my mom a lot. Izat is my Brother's best friend n he has already familiar with my family. Plus, my brother n him are gonna be a business partner. Kak tini is another daughter in the family n seems like everyone is fine having her around. She is now officially my sister.

kak tini, myself, mom n atika.

The main menu for that night was Chineese food and Aqil was trying so hard to use chopstick. The funny part is when Aqil got stressed up using the chopstick n started to mumbling around. He then asked the guy that in charge on our table..

"abg, ade nasi goreng cina takk?" susah la mkn bnde2 ni pakai chopstick!"

TEET !

The guys. my two brothers n their friend.

The conference.



with my lovely sister, Hartini.

I could be my craziest self when I'm with her without worrying of being judged. I can simply talk immense nonsense without having to hide anything. I get to love her all I want without caring if she loves me the same way. I can stop making sense and she would never question my sanity.Yeah. I don't have to fulfill anyone's expectations. I get to be selfishly me which is something I rarely get to be. I know this is killing her but as far as I'm concerned, shes still doing good.




We had a great time having BBQ at granny's place. I took her once to see my grandma. She made me realize something else, too. You don't just stop loving a person. You either never did or you always will. And that's something you don't learn from just anyone.

We plan to have Classic Chicken McDeluxe n I accidentally ordered Spicy Chicken Mcdeluxe. Ahahah! Ok, Thats not my fault.

My Name is Kahmunrah n I have Come Back II

ika: peace!!
kak tini: wats on my head
ika:nothing!

This is my sister, Hartini from Setiu, Terengganu. She loves grey, grape milk shake, and gg..g.g.... grenade (song)..? err..

Actually, she is my senior.. she's done her practicum and currently looking for a job.. ohh, I didnt mean to to close my eyes. wee!

She used to say my laugh sounds exactly like "Ha Ha Ha" and I wonder..is it true, Tebrez? is it true ..?? !!!

I love to annoy her. Never mind, shes the elder. But, sometimes she loves to bully me.

Oyoh Oyoh !
(tagline)

Done with Kahmunrah!! yeay ! kite menang!!~

My Name is Kahmunrah n I Have Come back I

Hey, waddup!! Its been so long I haven't update anything.. kinda busy actually plus I have no mood to type bcoz asgmnts required me to type as well. Now, Im having my final semster break I guess. On 12th Dec insyaAllah, my lecture starts but that is specifically for a special semester where I'l be having 1 subject only which is Education Admin..then by the end of January I'm off to school..TEACHING! no! practicum, a tchr trainee. For those who are going to Klang as well, maybe we can hv a tea time sometimes..but depends if any 1 of us got evening session, I cannot help unless on weekend perhaps..

ohh.. whats with Kahmunrah?
I watched NIGHT AT THE MUSEUM.. (AGAIN, YES I KNOW).. n I have come back! with so many stories..

erm, next semester, I will be in sem 7..(fuyyo! mmg tualah kat Unisel) since only 1 subject is offered, I will not be staying at hostel. I cant wait to know my supervisor for term paper.. oh,shoot! term paper! if I were to write about my term paper here, this is not d suitable title. (cam lah title skrg ni kne sgt ngan post nih)

For this particular semester break, my mom got so many programme for me; but still need to stay at home of course.. my siblings are quite busy, they left me with mom at home..so we both had our plan..kekeke! dad with his job. yes, I understand. 100% positive..

ohh, I need to finish up reading books given by mom.. QURANIC LAW OF ATTRACTION.
BTW, Im now looking forward on motivational talk by Prof Muhaya..seriously, her speaks will raise u up.. everything is positive.

LOVE PEOPLE, PEOPLE WILL LOVE YOU BACK.
HATE PEOPLE, PEOPLE WILL HATE YOU BACK.
CONDEMNING PEOPLE, PEOPLE WILL CONDEMNING YOU BACK.

GOING TO BED WITH FULL OF GRATEFUL, U WILL WAKE UP IN THE MORNING WITH POSITIVE FEELINGS. FORGIVE EVERYONE BEFORE YOU GO TO SLEEP, TOMORROW MORNING YOU WILL FEEL GOOD.

Iftar with my beloved classmates

We planned to iftar together with the whole class. yeah! the whole classmates including, chan teik Onn, det Andrew, don, siva, nisha, jeisri, kitty, patu, yuva, caroline and shatish. hee !~

some of my indian classmates

we moved from Unisel around 6.30pm and managed to get there by time. Ths is my 1st time getting there (somewhere in Kuang). It seems like an annual event to iftar together with my classmates. Once we get there, we are required to find table and its much easier as Hasif has reserved the place. this was the best part as we need to cook on our own. grab anything we want as long as "tak membazir". everyone was enjoying cooking with variety of secret recipe n then only we knew that most of us can cook including boys, but some of them keep coming to our table.. kekeke.

the whole classmates! :D

we went back to unisel and everybody was craving for ice cream. so, we bought them at PP and "lepaking" somewhere near library. again! everyone of us! weee~ those people were getting crazier, pity the camela man, Chan! hahah! ohh, 1 of the picture I have..

spot the difference!

erm, not very much picture of me that I would like to paste here coz I sticked to the same scene.heheh!

with my babes!

ohh, I remember how the first few trials of wearing selendang, i didn't know how to 'belit' the selendang so that it doesn't move. I remember how I struggle to learn and the long process of trying to belit it nicely and like how people surrounding will have to bear with me. Im not choosy, picky, or anything sewaktu dengannye, but its just the matter of uncomfortable and not-so-use-to-it. taraaa..! finally, i made it! that shawl (as U can see in the picture) was given by my sister for my birthday. Because of her, Im now love to wear selendang very much.. :D

freaking freak :'(

On day wasn't raining and the warm temperature required nothing more than a windy air, it was Friday.. and the day before that was Thursday, definitely.. I expected the cloud to be fluffy! (its so fluffy, im gonna die)

yeah! im a dead meat! ouch! it was a tiring day, though. i wasnt panicking bcoz there's no reason to do so but, she wasnt in a good mood. i know, the pressure lecturers are having on and students outside there including myself, give space to those people called educator.. dont let them down, finish whatever we have started. its all about effort here. the more we give, the more we get. We are sorry mdm.

These few weeks are pretty hectic as we have tons of asgmnts and were assigned to conduct 2 interviews. Presentation is every week which I can consider it as a stepping stone! helo, there! dont u want to gv lectures to us?? For this particular subject, we need to prepare a Lesson plan and present it every week. In positive perspective, its kinda preparation for us in the future, okay fine. I'll take it..

this semester, Im having 6 subjects altogether. usually, we need to get in a group of 4 and remain in the same group is much easier.. hey, im saying this because we need to separate for another particular subject. In positive side, its good to mingle around. yeah, right !

Gradually, ever so gradually, holidays came and went!

If there was joy in my life , there was tedium as well and time itself played funny tricks.

***

I have never meant to ignore you but before you put the blame on me, have you ever thought how much have you hurt me before? each time I try to get everything clear, you take the chance to simply accuse me and when Im sorry, you think I have done wrong to you. i dont mind to take the blame but at least listen to my silence and feel my absence. thank you.

Reply : Everything will be fine

I have never regretted the first time I saw You
I have never regretted the day I met You
I have never regretted the first smile I ever gave You
I have never regretted the moment we shared laughter
I have never regretted how fate led us this way
and now, I regret if I ever lose You (stay close, then)

No matter how minor, major, or how relevant the conflicts between us, the bonding will be even stronger. I dont want to make any dwell on the problem itself. U trust me and I trust U. If only you know what the future offers, you will be avoiding from me. If only you know how we would end up, you wouldnt say Hi to me (in this case, since I asked you to join me play together, you wont come.) If only you can erase evrything with eraser, I will steal all the erasers you have and absolutely there is no button delete or backspace on yr keyboard to undo. If only you know it would be this hurt, I'm regretting for what I have said.

You would just walk away instead of saying Hi. I'll never say bye if u did..

p/s: God made us to be this way because He knew our mom couldnt handle us as sisters. i'm proud to have you! Dont Ever Look Back Bcoz I Do Love You!

everything happened for a reason and sometimes for so many reasons

I wonder suddenly if I knew what I was getting into. Knowing what might happen in the future could not be such surprise to me. HE knows better and absolutely HE has much more great ideas than we do. There's a lot in my head that I keenly wanted to say but it just don’t come out on the surface.

Right after finished our final exam, the result from MPP for those who are accepted to be facilitator were posted on facebook and my name was there as well. But, I didn’t go for the interview and I expected that it was en error or technical mistake. 2days ago, I received a call from someone telling me to be present for orientation week as a facilitator. I guess it was a good news and at the same time I could say it was just a luck! However, as friend, I thought u would be happy that I will join you. But, I was totally wrong. I know it was unfair. I'm the one who made the decision. It seems like bother u so much, huh? ( WHATEVER !! AKU HARI-HARI DAH! )

As usual, semester break is never long enough for me but I can’t wait 2 see my babes! Lots of programmes, go here and there, fetch people around and gardening as well. my parents are now in the mood of creating a new landscape I guess. U can find varities of plants and flowers. erm, I got some task as well but no need to get to the office this time, I will just do it at home. (side income bebeh!), ohh! my neighbour asked me to teach her grand daughter, an english class but guess what?? I could make 1 session only.. I really wanted to go somewhere later, not now. yikes! next sem gonna be pretty hard as we gonna have 6 subjects altogether with 3 tchg subjects. lets pray together that everything will be fine insyaAllah. whatever it takes, I will have to think positive. :)

p/s : Someday everything will make perfect sense. So for now, laugh at the confusion, smile through the tears, and keep reminding our self that everything happens for a reason.

we are on a BREAK !

I love something new and fresh but it doesnt mean I will neglect the old one. I knew it was just a matter of time. yeah, I'm certain!

p/s : tq !

happy birthday me !~

I'm now officially 21st. I already clutched the key of freedom, attained the independency and most important, I have the autonomy in making decision. HAPPY BIRTHDAY, ME !

I wasn't expecting any much from my babes because LAST YEAR, we did celebrate my birthday and it was great that I would never forget. They planned well and everything worked out !

This year, here they did again. We have a small party in our place, just 5 of us. They sang the birthday song to me in front of my door room around 9pm something. and I was like.. "heyy!! its too early..!!~" they cooked spaghetti, bought a choc cake and I could feel the passion in me, no words to describe. We were sitting together and enjoying the food and I watched each of them. "They-are-Hungry!" hahahah !!

such beautiful cake I ever had !

The next day, in Dr. Siva's class.. my classmates were singing d birthday song to me. actually, its like a culture in my class. For everyone's birthday, we will delight them. but I didnt gv any speech, its too formal and educational especially, the context is totally correspond with the subject as we were in Text and Discourse class. Anyhow, by the time they were singing, my lecturer was not in..he went somewhere. I just couldnt cope with some expression by some people.. it is too funny ! and my self, I'm totally cant handle it.

It was a fine day I guess and I never knew that it would be another small party is coming. we went for dinner abit late and Jeisri was kinda insist me to play badminton that night at girls' court. I told Vin that I wasnt in the mood to playing. We went to "Kg Sebelah" to settle some stuff and ended up having dinner at "Odah".

I felt uneasy, I dont feel to commit anything. To simplify evrything, I wasnt in the right mood out of sudden! ok, I need something. Was it a process of revolving to be an adult or something?

Vin wanted to go to cafe to get something and I distracted my own attention by making in touch with my old friend. Then, I met this guy who coincidently gives me something that I need badly when I'm in that particular situation; a bar of chocalate ! tq again!!!

We went home finally and my babes planned to just stay for a while at the court. And !!! that's it! another cake..!!! I was like.." SPEECHLESS"... I received a birthday card signed by my Indian friends; Nisha, Jeisri, Yuva, Siva, Kitty, Pattu.

nice cake, I ate a lot!

I would like to take this opportunity to thank evryone! have a blast! 1 yr older, 1 yr wiser...!
May God Bless Us!!~

p/s: Closed my eyes and made three wishes. I hope at least one of them comes true.

sisters-day-out

I evidently remembered a rainy Friday morning when I have no idea when on earth I'm gonna get ready. My babes have gone and now there are 3 of us left. I haven't figured out nor decide on anything regarding my plan on going back my hometown. It was hard to pull myself away and start the rest of my day. We will be having a break until Monday and evryone planned to go home; which means, we have 4 days to relax n rest in a very peaceful. yeayyyyy !!

let's hang out !

We ain't gonna do anything, we're just going to the street light and back. We "strolled" silently through the guard house, listening to the soft morning-murmurs of the grown people on the street. hahahha (apekah????)

We moved around 11 something and were "stranded" at library since there was a LOT to look for. She needs to settle her stuff first, try to get everything done and finish evrything that incomplete. Somehow, I learned on how to prepare my self for the future. "Gotta work hard now!" yikes !!!~

Finally, we were on the right track! almost 2pm, then only we arrived at Jusco, Kepong. Alright, let me clarify this.
The main purpose here is, we want to watch movie, THE ROOMMATE. (awesome !) since we get there quite late, I was hungry. so, this little sister, she came up with an idea of having lunch at Chicken Rice Shop. Gosh ! this is my first time having a big lunch outside. I normally took simple menu, "goreng2" will do. but this time is a very special case I guess.

-THE END-

I feel like a SCHOOL GIRL on Sunday

hey peeps, I'm now listening to this song,

guess what song is this..?

I'm fighting all this power

coming in my way

let it takes straight to you

I'll be running night and day

I'll be with you soon

just me and you

we will be there soon

so soon

what a great mood incorporate my writing right now, I do enjoy this moment.. feel like I don't want to stop writing, typing actually..yikes !~ ouh, lets have a bit more..

running through the monsoon

beyond the world

to the end of time

were the rain won't hurt

fighting the storm

into the blue

and when I lose my self I think of you

together we will be running to somewhere new

and nothing can hold me back from you

through the monsoon

that's enough I reckon !~

alrite, lets get back to sociology.. yikes ! Again !!~

whoa! let me fill myself in, what the heck I am doing during this holiday. evry morning (not every) I will take my youngest brother to SCHOOL. at night, my brother and I will do his hmwork, ouh, this morning, I prepared him breakfast !! yeayy !! (1st time for this whole holiday) lately, my 2 younger brothers are actively participated in tournament and Aqil was qualified to go to quarter final. that was much impressive boy !

this is my first sem break that I didnt go work at all . I stay at home, I took my mom here and there, drive my younger brother to Shah Alam, I went to DBKL to settle some stuff, visited my grandma at klang, and I went to Panggung BAndaraya and "lepaking" at Dataran Merdeka with my siblings..
and guess what..?? I haven't renew my licence. it was expired since 17th March !! it just that, I don't have the feeling to do anything coz I feel like a school girl on Sunday !!

uweekkk !!~ p

NickName

IKANO, EDENO, VINO, NANO, and SYAFO.. errkk? not sure if syaf's is right or not. ohh, these are the nicknames given by VIN, my roommate.. we do apply it sometimes. Sounds cool I reckon n its totally different than others..yeahaa !



I thought that's all I have but NOPE!

my little brother; Aqil had provided nickname as well for each of my siblings..

1. Oleng (Along)

2. Ongeh (Angah)

3. Opek (Apit)

4. n himself, Oqel (Aqil)

Daaaaaaa.... this is sibling's territory!

I do feel like I'm big enough! My 2 younger brothers have grown up. shafiq is taller than me n Aqil is smarter than me. My elder brother is more matured than I thought. Me..? I dont know but for sure I have these people around me and I Love them !~

-Yak Yak YAk -

a glance..

REPORT ON THEATER IN TESL: LAYLA MAJNUN

PROTOCOL UNIT

Theater in TESL is a Bachelor of Education TESL elective subject in which the learning objective of this course is to immerse students in the experience of managing their own theatrical production. This theatrical production had been successfully conducted on Saturday, 19^th February 2011 with a mesmerizing performance entitled ‘Layla Majnun’. One of the most important departments established to help make the play a success, was the Protocol Unit which comprised 12 members altogether.

In the first week, the protocol team had started our duty by taking attendance for every rehearsal. However, I had decided to collaborate with Othello’s protocol team. Most of the meetings were held in the girl’s hostel and anything that regarded to protocol policies, were refered to Major Hadzrie. I divided the tasks to every protocol members and they performed their respective duties accordingly. We had to prepare the attentive program, produce invitation cards, passes, posters, banners and booklets. One week before the play, we provided each and everyone of the LaylaMajnun crew members their name tags but it seems like there were quite a number of errors in typing the crew’s name and matrix no. Then, protocol was also given the responsibility of finding sponsorship. After our secretary prepared the letter required, we finally obtained sponsorship from two companies that were willing to support the play; K-Link International and Qausar Heritage Trading. Another two persons who also contributed in sponsoring this theater were Harlina Dato’ Hj Ahmad as well as Brig Jen Dato’ Hj Khlir B. Mohd Nor. A very big thank you to certain members of the Layla Majnun crew as well; Shaidatul Nabila, Sivaranjini and Patmasri, for sponsoring chocolate for the VIP’s and mineral water for the rest of the crew. Their kind assistance in making this theater a reality is really appreciated.

Some of my crew had been assigned to take charge in finding transportation and since we were provided two busses to take our crew to the place, it was easier for us to control the crew members and ensure their safety. For all three days of rehearsal in KL, we provided breakfast, lunch and dinner for every crew member. However, not every protocol members were at DBKL as some had been appointed to distribute the invitation card to the lecturers and some went around Kuala Lumpur to deliver invitation cards to the VIP’s. We went to see the Director of DBKL, Director of Istana Budaya, Deputy Director of Management of DBKL and etc. A few days before the play, our crew went to Unisel Shah Alam to collect goody bags for the VIP’s, we cashed the money for sponsorship at Jalan Pudu, and looked for catering at Jalan Ipoh. Basically, the protocol members were required to go out a lot to do their work and so people never really saw their efforts but still, those who did see it appreciated it a lot and it was a great experience though.

The day the theatrical performance took place, was a great event and this was when the protocol team felt the real heat and encounter a bit chaos. Seat arrangement for VIP was the toughest part as not every VIP responded to their invitations. Plus, we were told to consider parking spaces for guest and VIP’s as the Dataran Merdeka was to be closed on Saturday night. Then, some of our VIP’s came earlier and people had started to mingle around the building. We have no boys on our team to help us. Luckily, everyone carried out their duties extremely well. We learnt how to usher and greet people. One of my crew was an MC and obviously, we learnt so many things, encounter good and bad experience along the way.

Fundamentally, protocol unit spent around RM 3821 which comprised food and tent for VIP, breakfast, lunch and dinner as well as muffins and tarts for the crew members, name tags, certificates, invitation cards, passes, banner and booklets.

I would like to take this opportunity to thank everyone especially to the higher committees; Madam Zarihan, Madam Zainon, and Major Hadzrie for their guidance and advice. To my protocol members who have never given-up, and always carried out their duties responsibly, thanks you as well. You made me proud. And to everyone who have made contributions directly or indirectly to make this theater a success, well done.

Thank you.

Sincerely,

Nur Shafiqah Mohamad Shukri

Head of Protocol

it's over

it has been 4 yrs and i have never realized it. how time flies..!~ the moment I received the news, nothing changes because I have prepared my self this is gonna happen. I tell myself not to rely on anything because we never promise anything.. I have thought about this, ermm quite no of times but never feel like to move on because I like you n always like you. heyy, it just a crush..4 yrs ago.. move on, me !

now, he is officially with someone. he is just my crush. ohh, I have never expect to write bout this here, but since i cannot sleep..(I dont know y, tomorrow morning, I got paper some more; tchg aural oral plakk !!)

btw, we r now in final exam week.. 4 papers to go ! n later, I will have to let the other person go.. Gosh !! y everyone keeps moving..?? ohh, orait..I should specify the theme for this post as abondon .. ohh, no..ermm, gd bye..!~ yes, Exactly !

anyone else want to move too..? orait, let me make the move because its already 3.15am and I HAVE TO SLEEP ..

p/s: I love you

him I LOVE who needs support ..

ahha ! this guy hasn't been around me for so long.. he's 1 of the monster among the monsters !!
but this 1 is a bit different; quite weird n I call him Mr. weirdo !

he doesn't talk much but he laughs a lot ! gagagagaga ! giggles all the times.. kekekeke..!! and the hideous sound always come from him..kleurk ! penyok !!

but, this past few weeks, I miss those production.. he has started to be full time player n training all day long. its been 2weeks that he had to stay with his coach.. I know, my parents miss him a lot, neither I..




brother, whatever path that you have choosen, I will always give you morale support. you r still young, think about your future and never look back. we will alwys pray for yr success.. :D

This LOVE is UNBREAKABLE

Waiting for the end to come
Wishing I had strength to stand
This is not what I had planned
Its out of my control
Flying at the speed of light
Thoughts were spinning in my head
So many things were left unsaid
It’s hard to let you go

(Linkin park, Waiting for the end)

I'd never had anyone close to me like her. In my entire life, she's my 1st roommate and nothing can change the fact. We have known each other for almost 2years. Even now I can remember everything from the 1st day. I relive that moment often in my mind and I realize that when I do, I will always smile to myself. unexpected incident took place on my 1st day in campus, everything turned mess on d registration day..ok enough! I was in my foundation year and she was reading her 1st semester of B.Ed Tesl. Yeah, both of us are in the same field..

Look, the only picture of us that I have during our 1st semester.. she's in orange!

as in the lyric, so many things were left unsaid, its hard to let you go..
I really mean it.

I always wanted to have sisters, now I already have them. not 1 but more and even more..
however, the feeling of having the real sister is,...when I'm with you
the 1 who not always with me all the time, but u r there when I really need you..
the 1 who not laugh at me but the 1 whom always laugh together with me,

every semester, I'll be seeing you, having lunch or dinner once in a blue moon.

later, I'll be spending the rest of my time finishing my study without you anymore..

p/s: kak yati, I took yr picture from FB :p

all the best for yr practicum later. wishing you lot n lots of happiness and have a blast !
forget me not !
I love you !~ (exclusive confession)

the drama behind the story

drama? well, I'm not gonna talk bout d theater; laila majnun coz everything goes well I reckon.
here is about the true story of how it turns to be a drama.
each n everyone has talent inside of us, deep-deep inside. but d way we expressed it, depends on the individual. either u will be showing your true color or stay beyond the surface.

nothing surprised if someone close to you is actually hiding something from u, backstabbing, kill people or what, coz its actually happened.

the most inportant in a relationship is respect. if u didnt respect yrself, how did u expect everyone to rspect you? such a basic question.

Then trust!
you keep cheating people around you but dont u realize that u r d one who broke it.. I'll be waiting until the moment u tell me the truth.
I'm sick of being nice if you keep taking advantage on me. I'm not angel and I'm not perfect. I do have feelings too. I know how it feels to be dissappointed and you know that I do..

sometimes, it doesnt necessary to let people know all yr problems just to get people's sympathy. still, I dont undertsand why the heck r u doing such stupd behaviour. do something, dont let me down. there is always opportunities for u, graaabb it !