Even day must give way to the night, so do I.

Not sure what’s happening to me. Lately, I became hot tempered and a bit emotional. My mom started to realize it and told me that I have changed a lot. I noticed since that incident, I was easily expressed my feeling. When I’m facing the situation, I lost my mind and started to act without think of anything and keep cursing. I’m not reach at the level of hurting myself yet but I’m sure I won’t. Previously, I’m not, but I used to shout and get mad at other people. Plus, I was shocked of what had happened that day. I cant accept d fact. Until now, I’m trying to adopt it. I know, everyone needs their own spaces. Even day must give way to the night, so do I. now, others get d impact. I’m not able to control myself. Hate that I can’t be frank. Feel like I’m not d same ika. Not anymore……

I decided to take my own time! That is the best thing I can do..

break

There’s one issue seems a bit sensitive to talk on. I d0nt blame you for misunderstood it. I’m totally not into it each time I say it. No! I’m not sure, maybe I can say there is certain time when I really meant what I said. But most of the time, I’m seriously don’t mean it. Babe, if you think its too personal for you, its not necessary for you to let me know. I’m curious and that’s it. The moment you told me that I was invited to access it, I’m glad that I manage to convince you I can be a good listener. But once you told me the reason why u did so, stop! I won’t log on. Enough for me, sorry for troubling you all this while. Could u please do it bcoz u want it to be like that rather than u have to.The more we be frank, the more problems come out till I don’t see any solution. Yet, I decided to keep it on my own