Tuesday 23 February 2010
Friday 19 February 2010
i would like to dedicate this song specially for you
It's been the longest winter without you
I didn't know where to turn to
See somehow I can't forget you
After all that we've been through
Going coming
Thought I heard a knock
Who's there no one
Thinking that I deserve it
Now I realize that I really didn't know
If you didn't notice you mean everything
Quickly I'm learning to love again
All that I know is I'mma be ok
[Chorus:]
Thought I couldn't live without you
It's gonna hurt when it heals too
It'll all get better in time
Even though I really love you
I'm gonna smile cause I deserve to
It'll all get better in time
I couldn't turn on the TV
Without something there to remind me
Was it all that easy
To just put aside your feelings
If I'm dreaming don't wanna laugh
Hurt my feelings but that's the path
I'll believe in
And I know time will heal it
If you didn't notice boy you mean everything
Quickly I'm learning to love again
All I know is I'mma be ok
[Chorus:]
Thought I couldn't live without you
It's gonna hurt when it heals too
It'll all get better in time
Even though I really love you
I'm gonna smile cause I deserve to
It'll all get better in time
Since there's no more you and me
It's time I let you go
So I can be free
And live my life how it should be
No matter how hard it is I'll be fine without you
Yes I will
[Chorus: x2]
Thought I couldn't live without you
It's gonna hurt when it heals too
It'll all get better in time
Even though I really love you
I'm gonna smile cause I deserve to (yes I do)
It'll all get better in time
I didn't know where to turn to
See somehow I can't forget you
After all that we've been through
Going coming
Thought I heard a knock
Who's there no one
Thinking that I deserve it
Now I realize that I really didn't know
If you didn't notice you mean everything
Quickly I'm learning to love again
All that I know is I'mma be ok
[Chorus:]
Thought I couldn't live without you
It's gonna hurt when it heals too
It'll all get better in time
Even though I really love you
I'm gonna smile cause I deserve to
It'll all get better in time
I couldn't turn on the TV
Without something there to remind me
Was it all that easy
To just put aside your feelings
If I'm dreaming don't wanna laugh
Hurt my feelings but that's the path
I'll believe in
And I know time will heal it
If you didn't notice boy you mean everything
Quickly I'm learning to love again
All I know is I'mma be ok
[Chorus:]
Thought I couldn't live without you
It's gonna hurt when it heals too
It'll all get better in time
Even though I really love you
I'm gonna smile cause I deserve to
It'll all get better in time
Since there's no more you and me
It's time I let you go
So I can be free
And live my life how it should be
No matter how hard it is I'll be fine without you
Yes I will
[Chorus: x2]
Thought I couldn't live without you
It's gonna hurt when it heals too
It'll all get better in time
Even though I really love you
I'm gonna smile cause I deserve to (yes I do)
It'll all get better in time
Thursday 18 February 2010
History a.k.a her story
Ok. This is how it started. We got class at 3.30pm. It is called Total Wellness taught by Dr Mohd Ridzuwan Zain. Hasif, my class rep told me his plan on having dinner together with other classmates. 1st of all, I could say that I’ve always decline his request and it wasn’t meant to be like that. I don’t want him to think that I’m not sporting at all and etc. I told syaf about hasif’s plan. Seems like everyone got no problem to go for a dinner at somewhere else.
We finished our class at 8pm and I went home 1st with bella to perform maghrib prayer. Along my way to get home, I was thinking could we make to arrive at hostel before 12am. Never mind then, after accomplished my duty, I waited my babes at faculty since I parked my car over there. We moved from Unisel at 8.45pm. Then, we stopped at Petronas Ijok at 9pm.
Gosh! I just realized that my babes never knew that we are going to PJ for a dinner.
They started to feel guilty as everyone knew that I kind a night blindness. I cannot drive at night. Just so all of them know, that I did it because I want it to be like that and not that I have to. Suddenly, hasif changed his plan to go to Damansara Uptown. It’s a long journey till I feel like really really want to turn back! It was raining and I’m strongly believed that we can’t make it. We reached at the place around 10pm. Everyone was enjoying their food. Me as well but at the same time, my mind can’t stop thinking on how are we going back. Huh!
Before we gone back, hasif asked to take our picture n we moved at 11.20pm
I started to speed and this was so crazy. I haven’t done this before. I try my best to ensure that we could arrive at 12am.
About 12.15am we arrived and the guard asked us to give our id. I’m speechless and couldn’t give any reasonable excuses. So, it was a punishment and we have to collect our id at HEP. Hahahah!!
Well, that was the greatest dinner! I won’t regret for doing all those kind of crazy things that night. Yeay!
Thursday 4 February 2010
watch out!
Gosh! This is s0 horrible as I’m supposed to fasting on Thursday and I really did it at first place but since I cannot stand anymore, guess what?
I got class, Syntax & Morphology taught by Mr. Soo at 8.30 in d morning. We finished the class around 11.30am. After dismissed, Caroline came to see me and asked for help. She had to move to another house and need someone to take her stuff to transfer to her new place.
I agreed and asked my babes to go for lunch while I’m helping caroline as I’m fasting. It was a hot sunny day and I’m so sleepy. We need to wait her roommate get back from class because she got no keys. Since we had to wait in my car, then it’s not a big problem for me. Around 12.30, mission accomplished. Then, I’m heading to syaf’s house. When I get there, Vin and Nana were there as well. They keenly talked about someone and it had to do with our assignment. It cannot be denied that it was annoying and me myself, I really not into the subject. Suddenly, I got the idea to ask my friends to look for the materials that we need for the asgmnt which is software that we need to evaluate.
We went to Pekan BB, Sek Men Raja Muda Musa to see the head of English society. We were in desperation to seek for the software. At last, we met this teacher, En. Azhar. He lent us those software. It was so grateful to see him. Then, we decided to spread the news to our classmates for those didn’t get the software yet. However, before we get back to campus, I drop to 7-Eleven to get some water. Hahahah!! There! I was really exhausted and cannot stand anymore! Plus, I took my lunch at the café.. yikes!
Around 3pm, we started our discussion and each of our group members met at syaf’s house. We started to analyze the software and began to evaluate it. Then we finished at 8pm and continued at 10.30pm. after having dinner. About 12.30am, we almost done the assessment and slept at 2.30 am.
3.48am I received a call from kak yana. She told me that she’s having asthma and her voice and tone really scared me. I was panicked and hastily told syaf what had happened. But, I couldn’t recall the exact occurrence how I notify her. I immediately went to kak yana’s house. She was already waited outside by the time I finally arrived. She couldn’t talk much and I’m not sure what am I supposed to do. I asked her to wait there while I seek for help. I ran to my house and just grab my scarf and went to the guard house to inform the security guard. O’ My God! I hate this part right here! Personally, I could say the management of any department at my campus was dreadful and awful. So pathetic!
I report to the uncle but then he asked me to check on my own who was in charge on that night. Coincidentally, that person is my lecturer. I called her but she was not around. I tried to reach another 2 fellow but again, nobody pick up the phone. Finally, I decided to take kak yana to the nearest clinic on my own. Since that, the uncle allowed me to do so.
We went to Pekan BB but none of the clinic was opened. Suddenly, I met 2 guys around there and asked them for the nearest 24 hrs clinic.
“tumpang tanye, klinik 24 jam yg paling dekat kat mane?”
“aaa..eh, kat sini tak de, paling2 pon kene pergi ke kuala selangor”
“yang itu je yg paling dkt..?
“aaa,tp jalan dia gelap”
“erm, ok2. trime kasih”
“hati2 la”
That night was cool and crisp, the sky absolutely clear without a hint of clouds. I concentrated on the road, trying to calm my nerves. Seriously, I don’t have any choice. I don’t know where else I should take kak yana to. Unexpectedly, I just realized that my car got no fuel. Gosh! This is crazy! What if my car got stucked on my way to get there..? huh! When the Depression hit hardest, I keep praying. Feel like the journey was so long so I speed my car. We arrived at Kuala selangor by 5am. Kak Yana took an injection to support the medicine. Before we went home, I took Kak Yana to Alliff Firdaus and bought some food.
Fortunately, nothing bad happened as we enter Unisel entrance by 6am.
Everything was in good condition and I’m grateful that I managed to pull off everything adequately.
After perform my subuh prayer, I went to bed around 7am after taking my breakfast.
Zzzzzzz
I got class, Syntax & Morphology taught by Mr. Soo at 8.30 in d morning. We finished the class around 11.30am. After dismissed, Caroline came to see me and asked for help. She had to move to another house and need someone to take her stuff to transfer to her new place.
I agreed and asked my babes to go for lunch while I’m helping caroline as I’m fasting. It was a hot sunny day and I’m so sleepy. We need to wait her roommate get back from class because she got no keys. Since we had to wait in my car, then it’s not a big problem for me. Around 12.30, mission accomplished. Then, I’m heading to syaf’s house. When I get there, Vin and Nana were there as well. They keenly talked about someone and it had to do with our assignment. It cannot be denied that it was annoying and me myself, I really not into the subject. Suddenly, I got the idea to ask my friends to look for the materials that we need for the asgmnt which is software that we need to evaluate.
We went to Pekan BB, Sek Men Raja Muda Musa to see the head of English society. We were in desperation to seek for the software. At last, we met this teacher, En. Azhar. He lent us those software. It was so grateful to see him. Then, we decided to spread the news to our classmates for those didn’t get the software yet. However, before we get back to campus, I drop to 7-Eleven to get some water. Hahahah!! There! I was really exhausted and cannot stand anymore! Plus, I took my lunch at the café.. yikes!
Around 3pm, we started our discussion and each of our group members met at syaf’s house. We started to analyze the software and began to evaluate it. Then we finished at 8pm and continued at 10.30pm. after having dinner. About 12.30am, we almost done the assessment and slept at 2.30 am.
3.48am I received a call from kak yana. She told me that she’s having asthma and her voice and tone really scared me. I was panicked and hastily told syaf what had happened. But, I couldn’t recall the exact occurrence how I notify her. I immediately went to kak yana’s house. She was already waited outside by the time I finally arrived. She couldn’t talk much and I’m not sure what am I supposed to do. I asked her to wait there while I seek for help. I ran to my house and just grab my scarf and went to the guard house to inform the security guard. O’ My God! I hate this part right here! Personally, I could say the management of any department at my campus was dreadful and awful. So pathetic!
I report to the uncle but then he asked me to check on my own who was in charge on that night. Coincidentally, that person is my lecturer. I called her but she was not around. I tried to reach another 2 fellow but again, nobody pick up the phone. Finally, I decided to take kak yana to the nearest clinic on my own. Since that, the uncle allowed me to do so.
We went to Pekan BB but none of the clinic was opened. Suddenly, I met 2 guys around there and asked them for the nearest 24 hrs clinic.
“tumpang tanye, klinik 24 jam yg paling dekat kat mane?”
“aaa..eh, kat sini tak de, paling2 pon kene pergi ke kuala selangor”
“yang itu je yg paling dkt..?
“aaa,tp jalan dia gelap”
“erm, ok2. trime kasih”
“hati2 la”
That night was cool and crisp, the sky absolutely clear without a hint of clouds. I concentrated on the road, trying to calm my nerves. Seriously, I don’t have any choice. I don’t know where else I should take kak yana to. Unexpectedly, I just realized that my car got no fuel. Gosh! This is crazy! What if my car got stucked on my way to get there..? huh! When the Depression hit hardest, I keep praying. Feel like the journey was so long so I speed my car. We arrived at Kuala selangor by 5am. Kak Yana took an injection to support the medicine. Before we went home, I took Kak Yana to Alliff Firdaus and bought some food.
Fortunately, nothing bad happened as we enter Unisel entrance by 6am.
Everything was in good condition and I’m grateful that I managed to pull off everything adequately.
After perform my subuh prayer, I went to bed around 7am after taking my breakfast.
Zzzzzzz
Monday 1 February 2010
a lot of emoticons shaping my days..
oh Gosh! don't know why but i'm telling the truth. I really miss you guys damn much.
just so you guys know that I love to talk about us to my friends. somehow, they even can finish my story because i already told them about certain story. hahaha!!
I wish you guys could see me and watch me how enthusiastic am I exposing the tale..
it's not I dont want to come but it had been so many times i showed up in every reunion till i don't think we should call it as a reunion anymore..but my absent in the next gathering doesnt mean I dont want 2 come, insyaallah..next time will do..
DORM G KITA LAST!!
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