him I LOVE who needs support ..

ahha ! this guy hasn't been around me for so long.. he's 1 of the monster among the monsters !!
but this 1 is a bit different; quite weird n I call him Mr. weirdo !

he doesn't talk much but he laughs a lot ! gagagagaga ! giggles all the times.. kekekeke..!! and the hideous sound always come from him..kleurk ! penyok !!

but, this past few weeks, I miss those production.. he has started to be full time player n training all day long. its been 2weeks that he had to stay with his coach.. I know, my parents miss him a lot, neither I..




brother, whatever path that you have choosen, I will always give you morale support. you r still young, think about your future and never look back. we will alwys pray for yr success.. :D

This LOVE is UNBREAKABLE

Waiting for the end to come
Wishing I had strength to stand
This is not what I had planned
Its out of my control
Flying at the speed of light
Thoughts were spinning in my head
So many things were left unsaid
It’s hard to let you go

(Linkin park, Waiting for the end)

I'd never had anyone close to me like her. In my entire life, she's my 1st roommate and nothing can change the fact. We have known each other for almost 2years. Even now I can remember everything from the 1st day. I relive that moment often in my mind and I realize that when I do, I will always smile to myself. unexpected incident took place on my 1st day in campus, everything turned mess on d registration day..ok enough! I was in my foundation year and she was reading her 1st semester of B.Ed Tesl. Yeah, both of us are in the same field..

Look, the only picture of us that I have during our 1st semester.. she's in orange!

as in the lyric, so many things were left unsaid, its hard to let you go..
I really mean it.

I always wanted to have sisters, now I already have them. not 1 but more and even more..
however, the feeling of having the real sister is,...when I'm with you
the 1 who not always with me all the time, but u r there when I really need you..
the 1 who not laugh at me but the 1 whom always laugh together with me,

every semester, I'll be seeing you, having lunch or dinner once in a blue moon.

later, I'll be spending the rest of my time finishing my study without you anymore..

p/s: kak yati, I took yr picture from FB :p

all the best for yr practicum later. wishing you lot n lots of happiness and have a blast !
forget me not !
I love you !~ (exclusive confession)

the drama behind the story

drama? well, I'm not gonna talk bout d theater; laila majnun coz everything goes well I reckon.
here is about the true story of how it turns to be a drama.
each n everyone has talent inside of us, deep-deep inside. but d way we expressed it, depends on the individual. either u will be showing your true color or stay beyond the surface.

nothing surprised if someone close to you is actually hiding something from u, backstabbing, kill people or what, coz its actually happened.

the most inportant in a relationship is respect. if u didnt respect yrself, how did u expect everyone to rspect you? such a basic question.

Then trust!
you keep cheating people around you but dont u realize that u r d one who broke it.. I'll be waiting until the moment u tell me the truth.
I'm sick of being nice if you keep taking advantage on me. I'm not angel and I'm not perfect. I do have feelings too. I know how it feels to be dissappointed and you know that I do..

sometimes, it doesnt necessary to let people know all yr problems just to get people's sympathy. still, I dont undertsand why the heck r u doing such stupd behaviour. do something, dont let me down. there is always opportunities for u, graaabb it !

meal or deal ?

Seating at the ccorner in my kitchen and having a cup of coffee, I do feel a little peckish. so, I wondering what to eat to keep me going until lunch. That scrumptious looking chocolate brownie? nahh, I wont get it,..how to grab them from the megazine??....?


lately,I'm becoming more and more active! the healing crysis takes place perhaps. As long as I keep my daily calorie intake for an average adult, absolutely I can eat whatever I like.. unfortunately, I didnt..

basically, I love to eat!

display picture

my friends and I have started to do some activities; playing badminton in the evening, cycling around the campus, and practicing poco-poco at night, but not every single nite since we have something else to do..ohh, yeah! another 1 thing is, I had planned not to drive to campus anymore till I get back my Skoda which I dont hv any idea when is it..so, going back by bus is another most exciting activity..n get into lady's coach, I feel like the train is mine..weeeee..:D

A-Z

I have been elected as the protocol for the theater; Laila Majnuuu..eh majnun.
seems like its a big step for me to be alert as i'm not serious most of the time.. but I'm pretty sure, this is 1 of the opportunity for me. Get the job done.. well!! 1st of all, I have no idea what am I supposed to do..sooner, I have learnt that I have to take the risk and total responsible of it as I'm in charge of 1 of the biggest department. Im glad that the crew is doing their job well and everyone is giving their 100% commitment. ok, here are some of the stuff I need to focus on:

1. seat arrangement
2. food preparation
3. schedule/attentive program
4. usher
5. security/ control the audience
6. cleanliness

for those who has any idea on the role of protocol or maybe you have any suggestion, feel free to share with me. I'm looking forward your feedback.
ohh, anyone intersted to join exco of protocol, do let me know coz you're 1 that i'm looking for..

now only I know; don't say it, write it

It was late evening and we are still in the train (to KL Central). Dad fetched me up by 7.39pm and he said, "dont worry, by 7.59pm we wiil be home"
Flat on my back, my breath catches at the sight of busy road. I started to think on what had happened all day long...

8.15am
Vin helped me with Little Isya thing. I'm ready to go to Mr. Eustace's class, ohh, I have presentation today ! "all the best Ika'', I said to myself as I look at the mirror.

9.40am
Lecturer came in. Shasha's was the 1st group to present. I sat beside kak shida and she kept playing with my hijaab which is not Little Isya..(sorry vin, for the 3rd time)
today's class is quite gloomy as everyone is goin to present on the same topic..
why? why? why? why must evryone get the same topic?

12.30pm
we went to cafe and get some food. having lunch with my babes and keep cursing about today's class..ohh classes (we got 2 classes)

2.30pm
I got class, Sociology in Edu. I slept! but I can smell some humors cracked by the doctor (my lecturer). laughing! then nodd and hold my blue pen, pretending like i'm writing.. crap! I couldnt even read my hand writing. The input is..all of us are the champion, we are a good swimmer!

5.3opm
thank you Jack for giving us a ride to Sg buloh. I could get a cab and it takes 15mins to get home but, I really wanted to feel the same way other's do. waiting for the next train to come with a bunch of people inside and outside..being independent sometimes, feel the anger of being stuck at the crowded place..

8.00pm
i'm home..no more thinking of what i hv been through today..
" dinner is ready ! " mom yelled.
wow ! daging Qurban masak kari..

Part of My Social Scenery

I’ve been struggling to update about the gathering. Gosh!! They changed a lot especially guys. Some of them are still maintain and some of them are quite buff. I was the 1st girl to arrive and the rest are still on their way. I was very uncomfortable as myself was surrounded by those guys..aaaAaaAa! we were sitting at McD and seems like everyone were looking at us, maybe it’s the fact that we are very excited to see each other. Those silly boys are getting sillier, still the same. They are absolutely hysterical & historical!! Whoa!

We finally went to Popeye’s and that was my first time getting there. The food is quite okay. Ohh, 1 of my friend brought a cake. She made it on her own! Yummy!

However, I’m actually enjoying staying at home with THE MONSTERS (referring my 2 younger brothers). I have lots of programmes going and they seem to be my main subject; take and fetch them to their training centre. I’ve been much more sane as my eldest brother keeps cracking silly jokes; imitating people here and there.
The fundamental truth is I have spent less time with my siblings. The only opportunity to be with them is when I’m on my semester break...