Saturday, 26 November 2011

Family - Friends - Fsister

On 23rd Nov, my dad insisted us to attend The Franchise Awards Night n he asked me to take friends to come along since we have free seats. So, my brother tagged his business partner, mom asked her another-daughter n my sister was invited too. She came all the way from Rawang. I guess pictures say more than I ever could write. So here they are!

Well, this is not Adam's Family (Keluarga Adam). This is my family. The real family (Aqil, 2011) Somehow, the family members are becoming more and more. Atiqa is my ex-schoolmate but since shes married, she tends to mingle with my mom a lot. Izat is my Brother's best friend n he has already familiar with my family. Plus, my brother n him are gonna be a business partner. Kak tini is another daughter in the family n seems like everyone is fine having her around. She is now officially my sister.


kak tini, myself, mom n atika.

The main menu for that night was Chineese food and Aqil was trying so hard to use chopstick. The funny part is when Aqil got stressed up using the chopstick n started to mumbling around. He then asked the guy that in charge on our table..

"abg, ade nasi goreng cina takk?" susah la mkn bnde2 ni pakai chopstick!"
TEET !


The guys. my two brothers n their friend.




The conference.



with my lovely sister, Hartini.


I could be my craziest self when I'm with her without worrying of being judged. I can simply talk immense nonsense without having to hide anything. I get to love her all I want without caring if she loves me the same way. I can stop making sense and she would never question my sanity.Yeah. I don't have to fulfill anyone's expectations. I get to be selfishly me which is something I rarely get to be. I know this is killing her but as far as I'm concerned, shes still doing good.




We had a great time having BBQ at granny's place. I took her once to see my grandma. She made me realize something else, too. You don't just stop loving a person. You either never did or you always will. And that's something you don't learn from just anyone.



We plan to have Classic Chicken McDeluxe n I accidentally ordered Spicy Chicken Mcdeluxe. Ahahah! Ok, Thats not my fault.

Sunday, 20 November 2011

My Name is Kahmunrah n I have Come Back II

ika: peace!!
kak tini: wats on my head
ika:nothing!

This is my sister, Hartini from Setiu, Terengganu. She loves grey, grape milk shake, and gg..g.g.... grenade (song)..? err..

Actually, she is my senior.. she's done her practicum and currently looking for a job.. ohh, I didnt mean to to close my eyes. wee!


She used to say my laugh sounds exactly like "Ha Ha Ha" and I wonder..is it true, Tebrez? is it true ..?? !!!


I love to annoy her. Never mind, shes the elder. But, sometimes she loves to bully me.


Oyoh Oyoh !
(tagline)



Done with Kahmunrah!! yeay ! kite menang!!~

Friday, 18 November 2011

My Name is Kahmunrah n I Have Come back I

Hey, waddup!! Its been so long I haven't update anything.. kinda busy actually plus I have no mood to type bcoz asgmnts required me to type as well. Now, Im having my final semster break I guess. On 12th Dec insyaAllah, my lecture starts but that is specifically for a special semester where I'l be having 1 subject only which is Education Admin..then by the end of January I'm off to school..TEACHING! no! practicum, a tchr trainee. For those who are going to Klang as well, maybe we can hv a tea time sometimes..but depends if any 1 of us got evening session, I cannot help unless on weekend perhaps..

ohh.. whats with Kahmunrah?
I watched NIGHT AT THE MUSEUM.. (AGAIN, YES I KNOW).. n I have come back! with so many stories..

erm, next semester, I will be in sem 7..(fuyyo! mmg tualah kat Unisel) since only 1 subject is offered, I will not be staying at hostel. I cant wait to know my supervisor for term paper.. oh,shoot! term paper! if I were to write about my term paper here, this is not d suitable title. (cam lah title skrg ni kne sgt ngan post nih)

For this particular semester break, my mom got so many programme for me; but still need to stay at home of course.. my siblings are quite busy, they left me with mom at home..so we both had our plan..kekeke! dad with his job. yes, I understand. 100% positive..

ohh, I need to finish up reading books given by mom.. QURANIC LAW OF ATTRACTION.
BTW, Im now looking forward on motivational talk by Prof Muhaya..seriously, her speaks will raise u up.. everything is positive.

LOVE PEOPLE, PEOPLE WILL LOVE YOU BACK.
HATE PEOPLE, PEOPLE WILL HATE YOU BACK.
CONDEMNING PEOPLE, PEOPLE WILL CONDEMNING YOU BACK.

GOING TO BED WITH FULL OF GRATEFUL, U WILL WAKE UP IN THE MORNING WITH POSITIVE FEELINGS. FORGIVE EVERYONE BEFORE YOU GO TO SLEEP, TOMORROW MORNING YOU WILL FEEL GOOD.

Monday, 29 August 2011

Iftar with my beloved classmates

We planned to iftar together with the whole class. yeah! the whole classmates including, chan teik Onn, det Andrew, don, siva, nisha, jeisri, kitty, patu, yuva, caroline and shatish. hee !~


some of my indian classmates

we moved from Unisel around 6.30pm and managed to get there by time. Ths is my 1st time getting there (somewhere in Kuang). It seems like an annual event to iftar together with my classmates. Once we get there, we are required to find table and its much easier as Hasif has reserved the place. this was the best part as we need to cook on our own. grab anything we want as long as "tak membazir". everyone was enjoying cooking with variety of secret recipe n then only we knew that most of us can cook including boys, but some of them keep coming to our table.. kekeke.


the whole classmates! :D

we went back to unisel and everybody was craving for ice cream. so, we bought them at PP and "lepaking" somewhere near library. again! everyone of us! weee~ those people were getting crazier, pity the camela man, Chan! hahah! ohh, 1 of the picture I have..




spot the difference!

erm, not very much picture of me that I would like to paste here coz I sticked to the same scene.heheh!


with my babes!


ohh, I remember how the first few trials of wearing selendang, i didn't know how to 'belit' the selendang so that it doesn't move. I remember how I struggle to learn and the long process of trying to belit it nicely and like how people surrounding will have to bear with me. Im not choosy, picky, or anything sewaktu dengannye, but its just the matter of uncomfortable and not-so-use-to-it. taraaa..! finally, i made it! that shawl (as U can see in the picture) was given by my sister for my birthday. Because of her, Im now love to wear selendang very much.. :D


Saturday, 13 August 2011

freaking freak :'(

On day wasn't raining and the warm temperature required nothing more than a windy air, it was Friday.. and the day before that was Thursday, definitely.. I expected the cloud to be fluffy! (its so fluffy, im gonna die)

yeah! im a dead meat! ouch! it was a tiring day, though. i wasnt panicking bcoz there's no reason to do so but, she wasnt in a good mood. i know, the pressure lecturers are having on and students outside there including myself, give space to those people called educator.. dont let them down, finish whatever we have started. its all about effort here. the more we give, the more we get. We are sorry mdm.

These few weeks are pretty hectic as we have tons of asgmnts and were assigned to conduct 2 interviews. Presentation is every week which I can consider it as a stepping stone! helo, there! dont u want to gv lectures to us?? For this particular subject, we need to prepare a Lesson plan and present it every week. In positive perspective, its kinda preparation for us in the future, okay fine. I'll take it..

this semester, Im having 6 subjects altogether. usually, we need to get in a group of 4 and remain in the same group is much easier.. hey, im saying this because we need to separate for another particular subject. In positive side, its good to mingle around. yeah, right !
Gradually, ever so gradually, holidays came and went!
If there was joy in my life , there was tedium as well and time itself played funny tricks.


***

I have never meant to ignore you but before you put the blame on me, have you ever thought how much have you hurt me before? each time I try to get everything clear, you take the chance to simply accuse me and when Im sorry, you think I have done wrong to you. i dont mind to take the blame but at least listen to my silence and feel my absence. thank you.

Tuesday, 12 July 2011

Reply : Everything will be fine

I have never regretted the first time I saw You
I have never regretted the day I met You
I have never regretted the first smile I ever gave You
I have never regretted the moment we shared laughter
I have never regretted how fate led us this way
and now, I regret if I ever lose You (stay close, then)

No matter how minor, major, or how relevant the conflicts between us, the bonding will be even stronger. I dont want to make any dwell on the problem itself. U trust me and I trust U. If only you know what the future offers, you will be avoiding from me. If only you know how we would end up, you wouldnt say Hi to me (in this case, since I asked you to join me play together, you wont come.) If only you can erase evrything with eraser, I will steal all the erasers you have and absolutely there is no button delete or backspace on yr keyboard to undo. If only you know it would be this hurt, I'm regretting for what I have said.
You would just walk away instead of saying Hi. I'll never say bye if u did..

p/s: God made us to be this way because He knew our mom couldnt handle us as sisters. i'm proud to have you! Dont Ever Look Back Bcoz I Do Love You!

Thursday, 30 June 2011

everything happened for a reason and sometimes for so many reasons

I wonder suddenly if I knew what I was getting into. Knowing what might happen in the future could not be such surprise to me. HE knows better and absolutely HE has much more great ideas than we do. There's a lot in my head that I keenly wanted to say but it just don’t come out on the surface.

Right after finished our final exam, the result from MPP for those who are accepted to be facilitator were posted on facebook and my name was there as well. But, I didn’t go for the interview and I expected that it was en error or technical mistake. 2days ago, I received a call from someone telling me to be present for orientation week as a facilitator. I guess it was a good news and at the same time I could say it was just a luck! However, as friend, I thought u would be happy that I will join you. But, I was totally wrong. I know it was unfair. I'm the one who made the decision. It seems like bother u so much, huh? ( WHATEVER !! AKU HARI-HARI DAH! )

As usual, semester break is never long enough for me but I can’t wait 2 see my babes! Lots of programmes, go here and there, fetch people around and gardening as well. my parents are now in the mood of creating a new landscape I guess. U can find varities of plants and flowers. erm, I got some task as well but no need to get to the office this time, I will just do it at home. (side income bebeh!), ohh! my neighbour asked me to teach her grand daughter, an english class but guess what?? I could make 1 session only.. I really wanted to go somewhere later, not now. yikes! next sem gonna be pretty hard as we gonna have 6 subjects altogether with 3 tchg subjects. lets pray together that everything will be fine insyaAllah. whatever it takes, I will have to think positive. :)

p/s : Someday everything will make perfect sense. So for now, laugh at the confusion, smile through the tears, and keep reminding our self that everything happens for a reason.