seize the day !

I could say this is the toughest moment ever; set everything free and accept the fact that the decision is final. If the thing you plan to do didn’t turn out exactly as you expect, then just find another way to heal the pain. But, that is not the matter here because I love the ache.

Just gonna stand there and watch me burn that’s alright because I like the way it hurts. Just gonna stand there and hear me crying, that’s alright because I love the way you lie.

Almost five months we stay together and the last word is just a simple good bye? It’s not as simple as that because you left me your heart but forgot to ask me to keep and handle it with care. I’m pretty sure that you feel the same way I do but pretend if every single thing is just fine.

I have letters for each of you. enjoy your reading !~

Dear kak jan,
I don’t have any idea how to approach you at 1st place. My 1st impression on you? serious, no smile no talk. Sooner, I found that you are such a childish sister, a big fan of my fairy tale, good listener and most important, you are always there for me to acquaint with. I do enjoy having a “big sister” like you. Thanx a lot for enlighten my days and nights. That’s y the title of yours is my roommate. Deep inside of you, I know u are sensitive than me, its good to have that feeling coz its normal my dear. I would like to award you the title of my best roommate ever! Please collect the medal at counter 9 in front of counter 12 and enjoy the prize.. (u win my heart, my sister !) Even this is your final sem, we still can see each other. InsyaAllah, I’ll find you one day.

Dear kak linda,
I have known u much earlier than the others. I have seen you many times before but never expect that I would be a part of your life. On the 1st day I saw you, my mind can’t stop thinking of maybe we met before, and how do I know you? You are familiar. Yeah, that’s it. You are the 1 that I always bumped into each time I went out from the block on the past 3 semesters. We did a small talk and I have once asked A4 paper from you to print out my asgmnt. Ok, I’m now glad that ‘the girl’ is you, which I can count on and the best thing is we could be likely sisterhood. Since you are the eldest, you always fill us in with such a great advices. Thank you so much kak linda for giving me the opportunity to feel the existence of sibling.


Dear minyon junior,
Each time I listen to maher zain, definitely will remind me on you. Matured is your strength and the energy of yours is the-happy-go-lucky inside you. Keep it up honey! Sometimes when I look at you, I feel like talking to myself. We share the same name but the slightly different is I’m Shafiqah shukri n you are Syafika ramlan. I do enjoy staying together with you, spent the time laughing to the fullest, crying badly and most unbelievable is that I can stand when you started to digress. Now, Indonesia language is our 3rd language huh..what a great imitator! I’m gonna miss those moment freaking bad!


Dear sher,
The 1st time I saw you when you were just went out from the toilet, and quite surprising because I was at the guest room with my classmates. So, seems like you have to guess which 1 of us is yr housemate.. taraaaaa…! Alright, I don’t know whether yr conjecture is right or wrong. Alright bunny, I’m glad to meet you but there’s 1 thing you need to know. We care about you. Maybe there are some circumstances which you might be facing problem like having no confidence to get to know new people or what, it doesn’t matter. You must always think positively, sweetie. Its good to be yourself, and I’m proud that you manage to differentiate which 1 is good and vice versa.

“my love, my love, I give you all my love
If you, if you, if you don’t change a thing
about the way, you hold me every night , so right, I wanna man like you forever in my life.”
-jojo, forever in my life-

Dear kak ton,
I would say that I don’t feel like letting you go just like that. We didn’t make it to get to know each other well. I could say I have spent the least time with you but I’m glad to know you. I have once said that you do your work practically, and maybe 1 of the best among the best. Wanna know why? You are assertive, active, matured, till I was thinking of maybe I would introduce you to my beloved elder brother.. oppppss! Alright, ignore it (it was before I know that you have A.J). since u will be pursuing your study at Shah Alam and most probably we might not have the chance to spend time together, I hope we can still keep in touch.














alright guys, no matter what happens, take care of yourself and all the best in everything you do.
I would say maybe we can still hang out together some other time..adioss