speak out ain't easy

I came to understand certain occurrences by observing but not all of the perceptions are conventional. I could say that I have spent much time with my comrades till they even know me much better than I know myself.

Sometimes, you know that it isn’t right but you have no guts to tell the truth and probably you want to say something but there are times when you have no idea where on earth are your bravery is and this is like, “you know, you have to speak out!”
Not you but me~

Maybe I should try and be more assertive as in the way I oughtta. Plus, I have to enhance my listening skills; be a good listener perhaps. Seriously, I’m not kidding.
Ohh, saying “no” when needed! Here’s another thing must be highlighted. NO! It could sound harsh but after all, I have no choice. This is when I’hv got to have the assertiveness but in a polite manner.

goodbyes really are forever

skoda..c0me back to mama!!

last night, my father n I went to UIA. On the journey to get there, I asked my father about Skoda. it's been so long he's in the workshop. I really miss him. My father told me, it takes time for him to get better. it's ok then..I'll always wait for hm. BUT.. my father said..

DAD: for the time being, u just use this car (KAK 9125)"
ME: Oh, ok..how about skoda?
DAD: I haven't look him yet. dont know his progression. But, I'll find u another car. maybe we gonna take skoda up for sale.
ME: huh??? ohh..ok. (I don't know how to react)
DAD: I know. skoda cute, is it?
ME: yup.....

SKODA is my 1st car I used once I step my foot in University. so much memories with him. the farthest journey I went with him for the 1st time is to Putrajaya. SKODA FABIA, I'M GONNA MISS U. thanks for the memory~

hypothesis cannot be accepted

This past few weeks were pretty hard on me. even now it's the sem break, but I still have to work. there's a small photocopy shop in the library, Faculty of Law at UIA. previously, i dont have to think much about the shop as we have people to watch over it and everything's smoothly done. but now, nobody is accountable and my brother n me have to held responsible. it's my father's and of course as his children, we have the responsibility to be taken together.

my brother will start operate at 10am and i will shift with him around 3pm together with my friend. luckily, he's on sem break too! at least I hv someone to accompany me n most of the time we enjoy chatting while working with the machine. it's been so long we haven't spend time together. somehow, I do enjoy using machine; enormous and multitasking. plus, we have to face the international students as well and some of them are friendly. Inevitably, I could speak english fluently. maybe because of the booster that enforce me to do so. amazingly, they respond and i'm glad that I have done a conversation which somehow, they couldnt get me at all. nahh.. there's 1 guy who cant understand me. i was strongly stressing what i want to say but stll he couldnt get me..."maybe he speaks the secret language of LAW..." HAHAH!! whatever laahhh yawww..~

i was in dilemma. i really want 2 watch shrek, already promised with vin, but still couldn't fix the date. even, I couldn't attend the last gathering n hoping that they really want to meet again. sorry to mohd syahreen md nor, i'm kinda busy lately n wishing u still keep the stuff u promised to give me.. same goes to the others, wawa especially. we will try to find another day..

oh yeah, every night I'll chat with the new comer; an indian girl from class C Tesl.
she's good at chatting n i luv to chat with her. a bit serious, rarely she laugh til I told her..now, she's good at laughing..hahah!

i could say, everyday is an enlivenment day.. i don't feel like going through the same thing even it's obviously i'hv done d routine..:D

THERE ARE TEARS AND EMBRACES

Somehow, this song reminds me to be aware. Human being is negligent and thoughtless. Each time I listen to this song, I'hv come to realize that life won't last longer..

The Celebration, parfair!

THANK YOU FOR THE DAMANSARA UPTOWN CREW; SYAF, EDE, NANA, VINN, BELLA, MADIL, JACK N ASIP....FOR CELEBRATING MY BIRTHDAY..
ADVANCE BIRTHDAY HUH..!! THANK YOU SO MUCH, REALLY APPRECIATE IT!