him I LOVE who needs support ..

ahha ! this guy hasn't been around me for so long.. he's 1 of the monster among the monsters !!
but this 1 is a bit different; quite weird n I call him Mr. weirdo !

he doesn't talk much but he laughs a lot ! gagagagaga ! giggles all the times.. kekekeke..!! and the hideous sound always come from him..kleurk ! penyok !!

but, this past few weeks, I miss those production.. he has started to be full time player n training all day long. its been 2weeks that he had to stay with his coach.. I know, my parents miss him a lot, neither I..




brother, whatever path that you have choosen, I will always give you morale support. you r still young, think about your future and never look back. we will alwys pray for yr success.. :D

This LOVE is UNBREAKABLE

Waiting for the end to come
Wishing I had strength to stand
This is not what I had planned
Its out of my control
Flying at the speed of light
Thoughts were spinning in my head
So many things were left unsaid
It’s hard to let you go

(Linkin park, Waiting for the end)

I'd never had anyone close to me like her. In my entire life, she's my 1st roommate and nothing can change the fact. We have known each other for almost 2years. Even now I can remember everything from the 1st day. I relive that moment often in my mind and I realize that when I do, I will always smile to myself. unexpected incident took place on my 1st day in campus, everything turned mess on d registration day..ok enough! I was in my foundation year and she was reading her 1st semester of B.Ed Tesl. Yeah, both of us are in the same field..

Look, the only picture of us that I have during our 1st semester.. she's in orange!

as in the lyric, so many things were left unsaid, its hard to let you go..
I really mean it.

I always wanted to have sisters, now I already have them. not 1 but more and even more..
however, the feeling of having the real sister is,...when I'm with you
the 1 who not always with me all the time, but u r there when I really need you..
the 1 who not laugh at me but the 1 whom always laugh together with me,

every semester, I'll be seeing you, having lunch or dinner once in a blue moon.

later, I'll be spending the rest of my time finishing my study without you anymore..

p/s: kak yati, I took yr picture from FB :p

all the best for yr practicum later. wishing you lot n lots of happiness and have a blast !
forget me not !
I love you !~ (exclusive confession)

the drama behind the story

drama? well, I'm not gonna talk bout d theater; laila majnun coz everything goes well I reckon.
here is about the true story of how it turns to be a drama.
each n everyone has talent inside of us, deep-deep inside. but d way we expressed it, depends on the individual. either u will be showing your true color or stay beyond the surface.

nothing surprised if someone close to you is actually hiding something from u, backstabbing, kill people or what, coz its actually happened.

the most inportant in a relationship is respect. if u didnt respect yrself, how did u expect everyone to rspect you? such a basic question.

Then trust!
you keep cheating people around you but dont u realize that u r d one who broke it.. I'll be waiting until the moment u tell me the truth.
I'm sick of being nice if you keep taking advantage on me. I'm not angel and I'm not perfect. I do have feelings too. I know how it feels to be dissappointed and you know that I do..

sometimes, it doesnt necessary to let people know all yr problems just to get people's sympathy. still, I dont undertsand why the heck r u doing such stupd behaviour. do something, dont let me down. there is always opportunities for u, graaabb it !