i'm sleepy

Second year is supposed to be a good year in my entire course of education.
This is probably because of the fact that I'm excited to shift on the next phase..errkk
Quite contradictory to what you expect from a TESL student but it really can't be helped and that's how I went wild in the first few months of second year.

near death experiences NOPE!

getting arrested NOPE!

late night concerts NOPE!

staying out staying up NOT REALLY!

long road trips ALMOST DID!

lighthouses NOPE!

birthday parties NOT YET!

shopping on impulse DUE TO my bankruptcY ERRK

ALRIGHT, where's the wild? >>>>I still can be controlled
, nothing much happened physically but mentally, it sucks !
ok, lets get straight to the point..

this past few weeks, we got a lot of asgmnts need to be done and presentations as well as tests and quizzes, all of them are at one time.

1. My presentation didn't turn out exactly as I wished, but I did learn a good lesson . (don't simply get sympathy on strangers or else u have to sit beside the lecturer)

2. I did the test and quiz (well) as i never skiped any test, so marks are there for me.

3. asgmnts are always on the top of my list, I have spent my time (the whole holiday) facing the lappy ! n online facebook as well



if that's the path u have chosen, accept it as it is.
unknown(2010)


Is my life more complex than that of family, friends and colleagues? Are my beliefs and hopes and struggles and dreams any more or less ordinary than those of others?
(I have learnt this kind of writing through mr. S*** 's class, could be used in introductory paragraph n should be included the cohesive markers if possible to indicate the new points as well as the supporting details for content paragraph)

alright, I'm digressing. this is what could happened to you when you have no idea how to describe everything in your mind. dont bother, coz I dont mind

a letTer tO JuaNna; AS USUAL

As usual, it happens.
I never mentioned anything on wat had happened all this while. Let u make your own perception based on your own observation, as usual, never asked for my confirmation

babe, if wat had happened really bother u, why dont u just come and see me like we did before..? if u think i'm being unfair, why dont you notify me directly? me? I wont come to you 1st, I had rather keep it on my own, as usual. I want u to ask me, as usual.
if you feel hard to let me go, its harder for me either.
I was thinking of enhancing the current condition but as usual, we misunderstood.

I was wrong and as usual, its my fault.

p/s: check my draft on Feb 19th , as usual, dont let me know if u have read the message just like what u did before

3 STATES WILL DO

1st situation, me only

I don’t feel like to get “associated” with anybody yet. My mom once told me, there are 2times when people like u and 2times when people dislike u.

Everyone loves baby so when we are born, that is the 1st time ever people will adore, love, fancy and care about us. (LIKE)

When we get younger, around 5, 6,7,8,9,10 years old, we tend to quarrel with our siblings. “I hate u!”, “mom, look at him !” (DISLIKE)

Then, when we are at the age of teenagers, people will start approaching u. “hi, where r u from?”, “heyy, how u doin??” (LIKE)

Finally, when we r getting older, forgetful, absent minded., sick and sick and sick, people will start to get bored n finally decided to take us to some other places, well, it happens ! (DISLIKE)

As far as I’m concerned, I’m now at the stage 3 which draw near to stage 4, is it? I had love to make plan but I didn’t make any.. why? Because I love to be in the middle of nowhere which is NOW HERE. Just go with the flow. Let the time ticking away but at the same time, I will always ask for guidance from HIM because HE’s the only one knows which is the best for me.

2nd situation, am I the only one?

Alright, this one is pretty hard on me to clarify as it is a bit skeptical. Errkk

3rd situation, only me !

Ahah ! a brief on how to describe my self on my own words
ALWAYS NOT AT MY DESK ! fill me in, how many hours I could spend with you? you in red? You in blue black?. how about you, what colour are u? n you too, colourless.. I don’t have time for myself, so many friends, so many hearts need to be cared.. last time, when this kind of thing happened to me, I drove myself to nowhere n I realized its dangerous. NOW, lets go! Come with me, anyone will do! The best way to reduce my tense is just get the hell out from there. Am I running? Nope! I’m driving !

This is what we said as U DRIVE ME CRAZY..

siblong; if u know what I mean

P/S :I MISS THEM

hang out with my housemates

having lunch

lack of love

with the master planner

camwhoring

if I wont remember you tomorrow, I dont see why You should be important today